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To the dearest of dears in the homeliest of home worlds on the cosyest of all planets seas away from me. To the one and only girl who has ever made me feel like I do right now. This is to You my darling.
I had the intention of writing this post already yesterday after I had finished my posting. Quite frankly, I forgot. Sorry. Now it is several times harder to type about this subject for reasons You know best.
I want to start by saying it is hard for me to talk about intimate and really personal things online. That is why I don't discuss us so much in my blog. I don't think I should share this special connection I feel between us with everyone who might read this blog. Fortunately I don't think there are many. But still, I feel the moments we share should be remembered by us only and the deepest of feelings I can show and/or tell you in person. Besides, You know I keep this online diary for You. These long stories are basically for your eyes to read. I don't care so much about the others (if there are any). You know what we did together and because I don't talk much about emotions or anything on this blog, plus I already have told You about my feelings, it kinda looses the point of typing about it. There is also some personal reasons why I don't say what exactly goes on between us. I have little privacy at is. It's a rare moment to be alone. I can't go anywhere to escape this hard grip of population. That's why I enjoyed the trip to Tallinn. We were together and we were hardly interrupted. I love that feeling. I need more alone time with You, honey. And more time with You at parties. Heck, I just need to be with You, alone or otherwise.
You said I haven't called You during these recent days. I apologize about that. Don't think for a second that You slipped my mind. No, that's not why I didn't call you. I didn't want to disturb You when You were working! It might sound stupid, but it's the truth. And I didn't know when you got off work(I forget the time) so before I could reach You, You already called me.
And another thing. There has been no such incident which could make me think less of You. Please don't overreact. From now on, I promise to call even when I disturb Your work, even when I feel like shite and when my phone bills get me in trouble. I'll even call you during the night just to say "I love You!".
Finishing touches come from the very heart. I'm really sorry, that I am like I am. Right now I'm busy with the stupid comic book. I can feel it taking the best of me, but hang on. If it looks like I'm trying to suck up to You, then know this: it is the truth. I'm not embarrassed to say that I don't want to look bad in Your eyes. It's the worst that could happen. Forgive me? Soon You will get the attention You have earned with being who You are, for becoming my significant other.