today i start my posting with three words that would explain a lot to everyone that has been around me or in contact with me during these past 2 or 3 weeks. I AM STRESSED! that said, there isn't much to add actually. i just need to take some time off.
ok, i have to say that the reception i went to, the one where school showed it's gratitude towards students who have done something from witch school could benefit in any kind of way. the one where your name is called, you stand up leaving a wet butt-print on the chair, shake hands with headmaster and guess what? i got meself a mug! awesome! now i can drink coffee or any other kind of liquid what can keep me entertained during those warm long "pleasant" nights of torment!! -.- those bastards! at least i got a free meal after that. and a peace of paper saying i had interesting hobbies. funny. anyways, just have to say this, "Told you so!"
Yep, that about covers it...
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
for saving the world, we give you this mug
Now, in between safe walls of my humble home, i am yet again ready to talk about the most important think there is on this whole wide world. a subject important to everyone on our graceful planet of unforgiving climate, a temple for smart and dumb. so hear me now as i continue talking about.. me! what did you think? the pope? i was the pope once. there was a youth exchange program in italy. thought it would be funny to dress up as a pope for a day. there are even video clips of me dancing in this weird robe-like thing holding a bamboo stick in my hand and wearing a white high hat. can you believe it? it was fun.
So, what have i done in these past days? what feelings have been haunting me? what kind of thoughts keep popping up again and again? i really can't say. my mood has been quite weird thanks for many things. like for instance - i have to help my dad build a house. it will be our home one day! we basically sold our flat already, so we have to be quick about it. i'm tired most of the time. second thing - somehow i have manage to not do all my homework nor the things i had to do during lessons. how?! i need to pull myself together and finish my stuff before it's too late! third shite - i don't know how or why, but i have had some pretty weird ..obligations lately. meet the queen, talk to strangers about our school, represent the workshop, be the mascot during the moat rally event, put up exhibitions for people i don't know and make invitations and posters for them etc. i didn't ask for these things! (i actually lie a little saying that, but it has been more than i bargained for). forth unpleasant thing - now when my grades have been low as hell, much of my stuff is unfinished or just plain "undone", graduation is close and the diploma work (peace of art) is a mess - the headmaster wants me to be at this ..this .. this event during a hot summer day that takes place indoors and you have to be in a (or an, i'm not quite sure. for university it is "a" so.. correct me) uniform, a place where some stupid kids sing and an old fart makes a speech saying something that no one gives a rat's ass about, occasion during witch you are called from your (almost melting) hot seat witch is soaked with sweat from your ass that forms a nice butt-print and you are given a mug! they call it "The Day of Gratitude". how ironic. all this because the headmaster wants to shake my hand for being a fine lad during this year. well, no thanks! i don't need your stupid mug or a calendar that has a school logo on it. if i wanted one so much, i would make it myself. but i do feel honored cuz he himself personally made sure i get my stuff done before 27th of may. plus i do feel they ow me some. i think i get my stuff straight in time.
fifth... i can go on forever, but this is turning into wining. suddenly i feel how i have pissed myself off with this sad-sad story. argh. maybe some other time. right now, i'll just go to bed. i need to sleep. tomorrow i have band practice. sigh. well, see ya then.
So, what have i done in these past days? what feelings have been haunting me? what kind of thoughts keep popping up again and again? i really can't say. my mood has been quite weird thanks for many things. like for instance - i have to help my dad build a house. it will be our home one day! we basically sold our flat already, so we have to be quick about it. i'm tired most of the time. second thing - somehow i have manage to not do all my homework nor the things i had to do during lessons. how?! i need to pull myself together and finish my stuff before it's too late! third shite - i don't know how or why, but i have had some pretty weird ..obligations lately. meet the queen, talk to strangers about our school, represent the workshop, be the mascot during the moat rally event, put up exhibitions for people i don't know and make invitations and posters for them etc. i didn't ask for these things! (i actually lie a little saying that, but it has been more than i bargained for). forth unpleasant thing - now when my grades have been low as hell, much of my stuff is unfinished or just plain "undone", graduation is close and the diploma work (peace of art) is a mess - the headmaster wants me to be at this ..this .. this event during a hot summer day that takes place indoors and you have to be in a (or an, i'm not quite sure. for university it is "a" so.. correct me) uniform, a place where some stupid kids sing and an old fart makes a speech saying something that no one gives a rat's ass about, occasion during witch you are called from your (almost melting) hot seat witch is soaked with sweat from your ass that forms a nice butt-print and you are given a mug! they call it "The Day of Gratitude". how ironic. all this because the headmaster wants to shake my hand for being a fine lad during this year. well, no thanks! i don't need your stupid mug or a calendar that has a school logo on it. if i wanted one so much, i would make it myself. but i do feel honored cuz he himself personally made sure i get my stuff done before 27th of may. plus i do feel they ow me some. i think i get my stuff straight in time.
fifth... i can go on forever, but this is turning into wining. suddenly i feel how i have pissed myself off with this sad-sad story. argh. maybe some other time. right now, i'll just go to bed. i need to sleep. tomorrow i have band practice. sigh. well, see ya then.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
The Queen does not play poker with random slackers from the street
The Queen of Holland was awesome! We shook hands and talked about stuff. Mostly I just talked about our workshop at the school. I was not the only guide. There was my fried Madis, too. We made smalltalk about this and that and the Majesty was quite interested about art n stuff. Sad thing was, that we only had about 10 to 15 minutes. So because the schedule was tight as hell, we had to be quick if we wanted to say all that we were supposed to say. Also, there was this incident with a friend who accidentally found a sign saying "Free weed" (like free willy) and we made some pictures of her holding the sign in front of a crowd and the Dutch press. It was hilarious! The other great thing about the Royal visit was the fact that I made it to the National Television of Holland! My class teacher Maila said that the clip is uploaded to some kind of a web-site. Have not found it yet.
But the Queen has not been the most important thing in my life. There have been a lot of things going on in my so called life. For starters, my dad has kept me really busy. We are building our house together. It is the most rewarding things ever. It is really good to think that one day in the future I will have a house to live in instead of a stupid small apartment.
My bro moved out of the apartment, so now there are 4 people living in the flat. Plus a cat. Who always gets wiggled and tortured my favorite young lady. In a strange way, it seems that my cat enjoys that.
She visited me again! Felt good, really good. My girl is not your typical chick. This babe can work! Hell, she even helped us on the construction site. She is good! Although she was at my place for 5 days or so, it was not enough. I need to spend more time with her.
PS! Kaupo is teh uberalles 1337 (it seems my posting was interrupted by Kaupo)
But the Queen has not been the most important thing in my life. There have been a lot of things going on in my so called life. For starters, my dad has kept me really busy. We are building our house together. It is the most rewarding things ever. It is really good to think that one day in the future I will have a house to live in instead of a stupid small apartment.
My bro moved out of the apartment, so now there are 4 people living in the flat. Plus a cat. Who always gets wiggled and tortured my favorite young lady. In a strange way, it seems that my cat enjoys that.
She visited me again! Felt good, really good. My girl is not your typical chick. This babe can work! Hell, she even helped us on the construction site. She is good! Although she was at my place for 5 days or so, it was not enough. I need to spend more time with her.
PS! Kaupo is teh uberalles 1337 (it seems my posting was interrupted by Kaupo)
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Notepad works finely
during these last few days, there has been nothing to mention. maybe if i talked about monday?! naah! it was ok, but not that fun. oh yeah! www.hot.ee/killertissue . this is the homepage i made for school and my band. it's primitive, cuz i took the liberty of making it in notepad. POWA!
and... the queen is coming. like.. on friday! on the 16th of May. i have to greet her. sick, why me? after that event, hopefully i'll have more spare time. i have to work on my comic thing. i'm tired, always tired and hungry. no, not hungry, i just ate, but i am quite sleepy. and my eyes hurt! wine wine wine.. nothing more to add, but kisses to you my dear ;)
and... the queen is coming. like.. on friday! on the 16th of May. i have to greet her. sick, why me? after that event, hopefully i'll have more spare time. i have to work on my comic thing. i'm tired, always tired and hungry. no, not hungry, i just ate, but i am quite sleepy. and my eyes hurt! wine wine wine.. nothing more to add, but kisses to you my dear ;)
Fun fun, puke, fun fun, puke, fun fun, puke ..
Remember i said there was a party coming in my last post?!
If you must know, then the party went well. My hangover was majestic! Took me 2 days to recuperate. About that day/night, I actually went to a barbecue at a friend's place. He is Axel. Anyway, the party went well, we drank beer, vodka, a little wine and other stuff. We played basketball and talked and made jokes - the whole damn deal! We almost had everyone (talking about the band now) there, but the singer - Kristel was "babysitting". Well, we had a car and a sober driver. Guess what we did?! Next thing i know I'm using capital letters :S`?!?! Why?! ok, back to the story: so there we were, behind her door and ringing the bell. a little frightened boy appears and tells us Kristel is not home. we were like WTF?! called her again. she was still claiming that she is babysitting her young bro. when we told her that we were drunk and at her door she freaked! took her like 5 minutes to get home from her boyfriends house if i'm not mistaking. during this time Kaupo and Henri managed to get into the trunk of our car. Kristel came all irritated and stuff but still disappointed to see that Henri and Kaupo had "left" :D . So she called Kaupo. They started talking and we could hear Kaupo speaking in the trunk, Kristel couldn't. we laughed our asses off! it was so funny! finally the guys came out and Kristel felt stupid in more ways than one. we went back to the party together. more stuff happened, but they are going to take too long to explain + you would not understand the situations anyway, so i'll skip a little.
Suddenly at the party, Cref says something like, "Egle (a girl) is going to be here in 3 minutes. let's move out. there is a party somewhere outside of town.." -.- "what?" i said, and still went into the car :S . it was a long way, we stopped at a gas station, broke a bottle of vodka and did some cool stuff... next thing i know, we have pulled to the side of the road! why?! i don't know. :D seems like the tire is broken. yep, it's broken alright. so... what now? do we fix it?... hmm.. what? it was hilarious that they didn't know what to do, so they started doing something, i just laughed. they did it all wrong! i just walked into the darkness and talked on my phone a bit. when i came back, there was a second car there, filled with guys (not like our car) who knew what to do. soon we were off again. when we made it to the party, i was seriously NOT SOBER! there were many people who i knew and more of those who i didn't. glad i didn't get into any fights. hill-billies usually are famous for short temper. i had fun at that party, but from the crowd i hanged around with, i was the first to pass out. what a shame!
the morning was a story on it's own. i woke up next to Cref. nice one. felt ... not sober? and not drunk either. something in between that and tired. it seems that i slept a good 4 hours that morning. i didn't get to go to the bathroom, nor did i get any water before i was off with a bunch on girls and 4 guys to visit the local shop! it was before 10 am! people should still be sleeping, specially when they have drank the day before! it's fucking saturday! but no! we are in the middle of nowhere, still drunk, tired, under-slept, dehydrated, with filled bladders and hungry moving under a hot morning sun when there is no wind at 10 pm for a mile just to get to shop where there is nothing to buy and even if there was, i didn't have any money!!! kinda pissed me off for a moment.. and then we came back. at least i was given some cold water and i managed to find a place to lay my bladder at.
at first the plan was to go home with a car before 12 am. we knew the battery was dead so we had to push it. we tried that for like, 30 minutes?! it was as dead as a battery could possibly be! ice cold. so we messed around a little bit until a friend of a friend came. he was a hunter. and a pretty stereotypical at that! imagine: an old messed up red pickup ford, a skinny man with mustache that circled his chin, but the chin itself is clean, his skin was dirty and tanned like he has been standing face toward the sun since 1999, wearing blue dirty overalls and a military cap/hat. he looked like a murderer. i kept my distance. at least he helped. took the battery home with him to recharge. we waited for an hour. in witch we had a wonderful conversation. kinda like the one you saw in "The Breakfast Club". it was fun. Cref puked a lot. he felt worse than me.
when the battery came back, we jammed 7 people in to the damn omega. and Crefy had to drive :D. he came into the car. put his hands on the wheel. just stood there for a second or two and then ran out. aww, everyone, look at that! Crefy is puking! poor guy. wiped his mouth on the way to the car and off we were! korn and ramstein blasted our ears most of the way home and we had fun!
but it was too late. my dad had already gone to the building site. he needed my help! i promised to be home by then. i was only 3 and a half hours too late. i messed up and i didn't even say i was sorry. what i jerk i am.
If you must know, then the party went well. My hangover was majestic! Took me 2 days to recuperate. About that day/night, I actually went to a barbecue at a friend's place. He is Axel. Anyway, the party went well, we drank beer, vodka, a little wine and other stuff. We played basketball and talked and made jokes - the whole damn deal! We almost had everyone (talking about the band now) there, but the singer - Kristel was "babysitting". Well, we had a car and a sober driver. Guess what we did?! Next thing i know I'm using capital letters :S`?!?! Why?! ok, back to the story: so there we were, behind her door and ringing the bell. a little frightened boy appears and tells us Kristel is not home. we were like WTF?! called her again. she was still claiming that she is babysitting her young bro. when we told her that we were drunk and at her door she freaked! took her like 5 minutes to get home from her boyfriends house if i'm not mistaking. during this time Kaupo and Henri managed to get into the trunk of our car. Kristel came all irritated and stuff but still disappointed to see that Henri and Kaupo had "left" :D . So she called Kaupo. They started talking and we could hear Kaupo speaking in the trunk, Kristel couldn't. we laughed our asses off! it was so funny! finally the guys came out and Kristel felt stupid in more ways than one. we went back to the party together. more stuff happened, but they are going to take too long to explain + you would not understand the situations anyway, so i'll skip a little.
Suddenly at the party, Cref says something like, "Egle (a girl) is going to be here in 3 minutes. let's move out. there is a party somewhere outside of town.." -.- "what?" i said, and still went into the car :S . it was a long way, we stopped at a gas station, broke a bottle of vodka and did some cool stuff... next thing i know, we have pulled to the side of the road! why?! i don't know. :D seems like the tire is broken. yep, it's broken alright. so... what now? do we fix it?... hmm.. what? it was hilarious that they didn't know what to do, so they started doing something, i just laughed. they did it all wrong! i just walked into the darkness and talked on my phone a bit. when i came back, there was a second car there, filled with guys (not like our car) who knew what to do. soon we were off again. when we made it to the party, i was seriously NOT SOBER! there were many people who i knew and more of those who i didn't. glad i didn't get into any fights. hill-billies usually are famous for short temper. i had fun at that party, but from the crowd i hanged around with, i was the first to pass out. what a shame!
the morning was a story on it's own. i woke up next to Cref. nice one. felt ... not sober? and not drunk either. something in between that and tired. it seems that i slept a good 4 hours that morning. i didn't get to go to the bathroom, nor did i get any water before i was off with a bunch on girls and 4 guys to visit the local shop! it was before 10 am! people should still be sleeping, specially when they have drank the day before! it's fucking saturday! but no! we are in the middle of nowhere, still drunk, tired, under-slept, dehydrated, with filled bladders and hungry moving under a hot morning sun when there is no wind at 10 pm for a mile just to get to shop where there is nothing to buy and even if there was, i didn't have any money!!! kinda pissed me off for a moment.. and then we came back. at least i was given some cold water and i managed to find a place to lay my bladder at.
at first the plan was to go home with a car before 12 am. we knew the battery was dead so we had to push it. we tried that for like, 30 minutes?! it was as dead as a battery could possibly be! ice cold. so we messed around a little bit until a friend of a friend came. he was a hunter. and a pretty stereotypical at that! imagine: an old messed up red pickup ford, a skinny man with mustache that circled his chin, but the chin itself is clean, his skin was dirty and tanned like he has been standing face toward the sun since 1999, wearing blue dirty overalls and a military cap/hat. he looked like a murderer. i kept my distance. at least he helped. took the battery home with him to recharge. we waited for an hour. in witch we had a wonderful conversation. kinda like the one you saw in "The Breakfast Club". it was fun. Cref puked a lot. he felt worse than me.
when the battery came back, we jammed 7 people in to the damn omega. and Crefy had to drive :D. he came into the car. put his hands on the wheel. just stood there for a second or two and then ran out. aww, everyone, look at that! Crefy is puking! poor guy. wiped his mouth on the way to the car and off we were! korn and ramstein blasted our ears most of the way home and we had fun!
but it was too late. my dad had already gone to the building site. he needed my help! i promised to be home by then. i was only 3 and a half hours too late. i messed up and i didn't even say i was sorry. what i jerk i am.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Vacation needed!
"Look who found time for blogging! where have you been, mister?!"
well, i'll tell where i've been!
for starters, i have been REALLY busy! you would not believe what i've been doing?! so, i wont even start discussing it... :D
ok, ok. if You are actually reading this, then i think you have deserved a sneak peak into my life.
i can't remember, what was my last post about?! i'll start with my girlfriend surprising me with her coming one day early. man was it a surprise! i was shocked to be exact. she hoped i was home, but instead i was just starting to sit down and drink in the other edge of the freaking town. so i felt a little bad cuz she had been awake for over 48 hours and now i was dragging her to a party (we could have just gone home, i don't remember why we didn't do that in the first place). 48 hours and still counting. we met and chilled a little, then left for home and...
Me and my band. we had to preform on stage at a youth music festival. a fancy name for a simple event. we won! yeah, it was a competition. we and few others got a chance to preform during a big ass event. one of the biggest in this region if not THE biggest. But it's not due till august so we still have time to practice. funny thing about that event was that i didn't care that we won. really, it still hasn't hit me. i was happy cuz i was there with my darling.
What day was it now?! Saturday?! yeah, Saturday. I loved that day. i had a picnic with Mrs. important-4-me. it turned out to be a sunbathing session in a public place, but that's cool. no, no, it was quite warm actually ;P ! after that we had a barbecue at the drummer's place. Kaupo he be named :D. i had too much ribs. stuffed! too many! during that party, i was basically the only one NOT drinking. i have problems with alcohol i have noticed. so now, when i have a girl who can keep an eye on me and who also works as a gigantic motivator, it's easier to just say NO! i'm proud.
My gal was here for a week. Yeah that's right, seven days! i loved that, but unfortunately there was something wrong with me. think there still is. i'm tired, i need a vacation. a big one. i want to be alone and with my girl at the same time. i wish everyone except her to disappear from the planet for a week or a month or for even longer. i want to be in the countryside, in the woods, by the fields, in the nature. it's hard, but i will make it.
i still have many things to work on, school stuff i mean. much unfinished business. right now i'm drawing crefy. it's fun. but i still have a long way to go if i want to finish with my classmates.
beside everything i have to do and want to do, i have promised my dad i would help him build a house for our family if he supported my actions as an artist and/or a musician. i have kept my end of the bargain and he has also done that. but every now or then i wish i hadn't made that promise. it's really hard to keep up with everything around me as it is, and now with summer closing in i have to help him with the construction. tiring is what it is.
this has been one of the few pauses i have had during the last days and i have no idea when i'll have a rest after this one. there should be a party today, but i don't know if i'll make it. i need to relax! usually, i guess you already know what i do with my spare time... yes, i call her. or use a PC to communicate in a more modern way :D (actually it's just cheaper, i don't like that solution very much. face to face communication is my choice of drug).
Well, see ya then. Hope i don't collapse.
well, i'll tell where i've been!
for starters, i have been REALLY busy! you would not believe what i've been doing?! so, i wont even start discussing it... :D
ok, ok. if You are actually reading this, then i think you have deserved a sneak peak into my life.
i can't remember, what was my last post about?! i'll start with my girlfriend surprising me with her coming one day early. man was it a surprise! i was shocked to be exact. she hoped i was home, but instead i was just starting to sit down and drink in the other edge of the freaking town. so i felt a little bad cuz she had been awake for over 48 hours and now i was dragging her to a party (we could have just gone home, i don't remember why we didn't do that in the first place). 48 hours and still counting. we met and chilled a little, then left for home and...
Me and my band. we had to preform on stage at a youth music festival. a fancy name for a simple event. we won! yeah, it was a competition. we and few others got a chance to preform during a big ass event. one of the biggest in this region if not THE biggest. But it's not due till august so we still have time to practice. funny thing about that event was that i didn't care that we won. really, it still hasn't hit me. i was happy cuz i was there with my darling.
What day was it now?! Saturday?! yeah, Saturday. I loved that day. i had a picnic with Mrs. important-4-me. it turned out to be a sunbathing session in a public place, but that's cool. no, no, it was quite warm actually ;P ! after that we had a barbecue at the drummer's place. Kaupo he be named :D. i had too much ribs. stuffed! too many! during that party, i was basically the only one NOT drinking. i have problems with alcohol i have noticed. so now, when i have a girl who can keep an eye on me and who also works as a gigantic motivator, it's easier to just say NO! i'm proud.
My gal was here for a week. Yeah that's right, seven days! i loved that, but unfortunately there was something wrong with me. think there still is. i'm tired, i need a vacation. a big one. i want to be alone and with my girl at the same time. i wish everyone except her to disappear from the planet for a week or a month or for even longer. i want to be in the countryside, in the woods, by the fields, in the nature. it's hard, but i will make it.
i still have many things to work on, school stuff i mean. much unfinished business. right now i'm drawing crefy. it's fun. but i still have a long way to go if i want to finish with my classmates.
beside everything i have to do and want to do, i have promised my dad i would help him build a house for our family if he supported my actions as an artist and/or a musician. i have kept my end of the bargain and he has also done that. but every now or then i wish i hadn't made that promise. it's really hard to keep up with everything around me as it is, and now with summer closing in i have to help him with the construction. tiring is what it is.
this has been one of the few pauses i have had during the last days and i have no idea when i'll have a rest after this one. there should be a party today, but i don't know if i'll make it. i need to relax! usually, i guess you already know what i do with my spare time... yes, i call her. or use a PC to communicate in a more modern way :D (actually it's just cheaper, i don't like that solution very much. face to face communication is my choice of drug).
Well, see ya then. Hope i don't collapse.
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