Friday, May 9, 2008

Vacation needed!

"Look who found time for blogging! where have you been, mister?!"
well, i'll tell where i've been!
for starters, i have been REALLY busy! you would not believe what i've been doing?! so, i wont even start discussing it... :D
ok, ok. if You are actually reading this, then i think you have deserved a sneak peak into my life.
i can't remember, what was my last post about?! i'll start with my girlfriend surprising me with her coming one day early. man was it a surprise! i was shocked to be exact. she hoped i was home, but instead i was just starting to sit down and drink in the other edge of the freaking town. so i felt a little bad cuz she had been awake for over 48 hours and now i was dragging her to a party (we could have just gone home, i don't remember why we didn't do that in the first place). 48 hours and still counting. we met and chilled a little, then left for home and...
Me and my band. we had to preform on stage at a youth music festival. a fancy name for a simple event. we won! yeah, it was a competition. we and few others got a chance to preform during a big ass event. one of the biggest in this region if not THE biggest. But it's not due till august so we still have time to practice. funny thing about that event was that i didn't care that we won. really, it still hasn't hit me. i was happy cuz i was there with my darling.
What day was it now?! Saturday?! yeah, Saturday. I loved that day. i had a picnic with Mrs. important-4-me. it turned out to be a sunbathing session in a public place, but that's cool. no, no, it was quite warm actually ;P ! after that we had a barbecue at the drummer's place. Kaupo he be named :D. i had too much ribs. stuffed! too many! during that party, i was basically the only one NOT drinking. i have problems with alcohol i have noticed. so now, when i have a girl who can keep an eye on me and who also works as a gigantic motivator, it's easier to just say NO! i'm proud.
My gal was here for a week. Yeah that's right, seven days! i loved that, but unfortunately there was something wrong with me. think there still is. i'm tired, i need a vacation. a big one. i want to be alone and with my girl at the same time. i wish everyone except her to disappear from the planet for a week or a month or for even longer. i want to be in the countryside, in the woods, by the fields, in the nature. it's hard, but i will make it.
i still have many things to work on, school stuff i mean. much unfinished business. right now i'm drawing crefy. it's fun. but i still have a long way to go if i want to finish with my classmates.
beside everything i have to do and want to do, i have promised my dad i would help him build a house for our family if he supported my actions as an artist and/or a musician. i have kept my end of the bargain and he has also done that. but every now or then i wish i hadn't made that promise. it's really hard to keep up with everything around me as it is, and now with summer closing in i have to help him with the construction. tiring is what it is.
this has been one of the few pauses i have had during the last days and i have no idea when i'll have a rest after this one. there should be a party today, but i don't know if i'll make it. i need to relax! usually, i guess you already know what i do with my spare time... yes, i call her. or use a PC to communicate in a more modern way :D (actually it's just cheaper, i don't like that solution very much. face to face communication is my choice of drug).
Well, see ya then. Hope i don't collapse.

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